Long time no see..er write lol. I've been away with good reason. This lil lady had a baby! My prince charming was born August 23rd, 2010 at 12:14am. A big bundle of joy at that, weighing in at 8lbs. 4oz. The joys of motherhood are indeed apparent, however this whole sleep deprivation thing is wayyy to much for me. Now I'm no slouch but, damn! Can a girl shut her eyes for more than 2 hour intervals at a time! No..no, no I don't think yall understand. I imagine all you other mommies are just calmly nodding your heads and saying.."it comes with the territory, or what did you expect?" But to that I say.."It's 2010! We haven't progressed enough to figure out some additive to breast milk to make these lil infants sleep 5 hour interval minimum lmao!!" I am losing it. Post pardum depression has grabbed a hold of my lil frame and turned me into a pod person of social inactivity! No visitors, no departures, no sleep, no nourishment..it has been rough. Not only on me, but hubby has been doing everything under the sun to keep his Queen smiling and underwhelmed. I love him dearly and without him, I would have indeed perished sometime ago.
So with that update..that's where things are now. I come to you know, while simultaneously breastfeeding lol, with some brand new outlooks on life. I tweeted yesterday that I no longer wanted to coast on my life's journey but rather be an active participant that purposely plans my blueprint. At 31, I'm wondering what have I been doing thus far to all of a sudden have this kind of epiphany. I'm not sure, but I want to make changes. I got some ideas on where to start.of course I'll keep ya posted.
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